habit

I always say i want to change, and it's like thousands of time.

But, it was of no success~ Not a tiny bit...

I always go back on my words, not to other people, but to myself, what i say i would not do, i will always do it. Getting there recently.

It's habit, i guess. Not so easy to change. It's fossilised. Down to the reality, might even drag it until the day i leave peacefully.

So many going on inside my mind now. Let my mind rest. At least for a few hours.

Good Day to y'all.

Deal

Realizing that things are temporary and always changing can do wonders in all areas of your life, especially when it comes to dealing with jealousy.

The monetary wealth you see a friend experiencing could be gone within a year. The relationship you witness and long for could be over within a month. The string of unfortunate circumstances you’ve been struggling with could turn around in a day.

Circumstances are constantly changing, so to spend a great deal of time and energy fretting over them or wishing for something different is, frankly, a waste.

taken from：Kayla Albert

DREAM

I have just read an inspiring story. To be honest, it's a kid's bedtime story. Too bored with my life, i guess.

I was really inspired by it. It portrayed the perfect sceptical view through a kid's story.

Well, it says,

Can you imagine, there's a place where people don't dream. There's a place where people don't believe in flying unicorns, colourful horses, laughing dinosaurs.

They only dream of a fancy car, chairs that match their tablecloth. They don't dare to dream.

#Seriously, we live in a world filled with realistic things, work, school, salary, assignments, until we all forgot how to dream, as we were in childhood.

I used to dream of getting a tiger, but as i grow up, i forgot about that. Reality strikes me.

Just a thought for yourself. Do you call your dream a dream?

Till next time, tata:)

blablabla

I am not a good person~I have never said that I am one~I have expected myself to go to hell after i died~ So, don't expect me to be one, and my mood changes over time, I get angry over a small matter and I can be happy just because I saw a cat fell over the slippery ground~Never expect too much from me, I can give up any moment, too fragile, not able to stand with it anymore......

over-cynistic thought

I thought it would~

Yeah, everytime when i thought something would happen, that it's in my grasp, it would flew away, so easily, without warning.

Is it me who is overconfident with what i have? Or the people around me who are not giving serious thought to their own promises?

Why do always get this, the kind of bad luck lingering around me? Am i too negative, cause they said negative thoughts would attract negative things. Well, I dont think so. In fact, the moment i started being negative was after bad things happened. So, conclusion?

But the point is, things changed, people changed, i changed. Even when i worry so so much, it's never going to be in my favour, so, why do i worry? Despite all these things, life goes on and i still have to get through the bloody exam, it would be another brand new day after that. Bear in mind, another brand new day would bear bad news too~haha

a lazybump

I am so dead...completely neglected my study~always hanging and loitering around~

what am i going to do?so dead~

anybody please give me a motivation to start studying.

Final is just around the corner. In fact, it is at the corner already~><

hear, see, speak-no evil

It was okay for me~

Not so serious of a case, maybe i am speaking on behalf of myself, but i don't feel like it's a good thing to do.

As a human being, we should not be so ungrateful. That person's done more than enough for us, and nevertheless, helped us in many different ways.

Maybe i am not in the right position to speak, I also should not influence other people way of thinking.

But, the Chinese basic virtue of 'Respect', I am still holding on, not washed off even by the democratic thinking imposed on me after all these years.

hear no evil,see no evil, speak no evil.

I ain't a saint, but i know what is right for me.

Back on track

I am getting lazier for everything~

It took me so long to update~haha...But, never mind, I am on the track again~whee

We are preparing for the "Diamond Jubilee" for the institute these few days~and we did sooo many works that i personally do not believe that we actually did that~

I am hoping for the best for our class~Even though i was disappointed before, for something that we had planned but failed~I am even jealous of every other people who are planning to travel~Anyway, wish us all the best:)

Temporary henna~we are doing this also, this event really gave me endless surprises of what i can do~

Just saying

High expectation makes you learn more~

But, too high of an expectation makes you fall, too~

Just saying~

Btw, ASSASSIN-MENTS are over and done with~

Finally have some time to myself and  start my "Downloading songs" assignment~

Do what you could, not what you should

Do what you could, not what you should~

My new motto~LOL

Interpret it yourself:)

Escapade

Before 12 O'clock~

WISHING EVERYONE "HAPPY MID-AUTUMN" aka "Happy Lantern Festival" aka "Happy TangLung Festival" or whatever you call it~hehe

I had dinner with my family tonight~It was like a get away from all my works and assignments.

I had piled up works but I must go back since it should be "Family Day". A terrible, horrible, vegetable week is enough, no need to drag it to another week. And, i'd actually purposely left my lappy in the hostel to avoid work~haha..clever me~

When i got back, i just had chit chat and watched tv, and ate a lot of good food~well, since it's really good and it's free~

I'd actually finished watching a 22-episodes' Hong Kong drama in less than two days~Daebak! But it felt great! Even having a nap was stressfree, carefree, and whatsoever you call it~

Btw, any mooncake???i ate lotsaaaaaaaaa mooncake....lotus seed, bean paste, red bean paste, pandan, iced-mooncake etc~felt really great~Juat like a heartwarming weekend escapade for me~:)

smalllittlethought

True love doesnt mean that you have to be perfect for that person.

If that person loves you, he can accept your imperfections. Rather, he will complete you. He will spend his whole life just to figure you out, not wanting you to change for him~So, dont change yourself over a person who doesnt love you.

_Justathought_
Inspired by a cute love story <3 p="p">

Happy Birthday:)

Just a short entry to wish my country "Happy Birthday"~yay

16th September, a day to remember~

credit to KopiSoh~

BigFOUR

It's been a long time, i know. But, i was overloaded with works and camping. Talking about camping, it was fun and great , the BEST camping i have experienced ever, except for the super cold and super hot weather. The coldness really had me going like foe two nights.However, it was worth it, better than what  had expected.

We went to camp at SK Mantob, which is a cluster school deep inside Kiulu, Tamparuli. The school was a rare existence at the place, and it is an amazing school, indeed. We were sent to different house and i got a really near house, it was like 3 minutes to get there, but the experience is not less than the others.The house that i went was the Ketua Kampung's house, but he was not around, so, the grandmother and her grandchildren welcomed us. the grandmother was really friendly and generous, she had s pretty smile, a really sincere and happy smile, when i thought of this, it felt so sad to have to leave them....

The grandchildren are named Eunice and Eujell, i really love the super-cute Eujell, he was my favourite, (sorry, Eunice)...haha...We went to the paddy field to see how it works, and we went to clean up the trees and grass with the nenek, it was hard but satisfying. Then, a river tour~i didn't went into water though, but it was great to have seen such a great scenery at the place, everywhere is green and blue, natural colours painted by God.

When we went to say goodbye, the nenek cried, it was unexpected to me, as i thought people are all the same, thinking about themselves, selfish beings, i admit that myself, is also one of those people. i never thought that she would be so sad after just spent only shortly three days with us. It was touching and i realised that the kampung gives a special feeling, a warm feeling, where the people do not guard themselves like the city people, they treat people wholeheartedly, not as city people, always thinking about the negative sides of other people. If i ever have a chance, i would go back there, but only if, cause it would be best if i can go back to my hometown, surely.

A picture is better than a thousand words~

my family, but a big brother wasn't here

us, playing in front of campside~

op..op...op..oppan gangnam style

my little Eujell

them, playing like little kids in the river

describe it using your own words

at least i stepped into the river...hahha....

the significance of blueberry cake

Today is my birthday, to be exact, according to the western calendar~it's a different day in lunar calendar.

So sad that i can't celebrate it with my family, my mom said she will make me a blueberry cake when i get back to my hometown, which is during november~TT

But, this reminds me of something. It's been years that my mom has not made a cake~as all of us are not there. When we were together, my sister, me, my two brothers and of course my mom, we used to buy a small blueberry cake to celebrate birthdays and mother's day. no matter whose birthday it is, there would be Blueberry cake~always, its been on the family favourite list for quite a long time. Although the cake was small, as we are not well off, and it's not made of cheese or whatever, just a simple blueberry cake with fresh cream, we enjoyed it very much. It's really a sweet memory~

Yesterday, when my mom asked me what cake do i want, i was stunt~i dont know what to answer. then i realise that i had not been celebrating my birthday with my family, as a whole~sad truth but what to do when everyone of us are struggling outside for a better future~

Really hope that i can celebrate everything with my family in the future~that is much more important than anything.

Dead Meat

I AM SO DEAD!!!

My works are piling up and there is only a month left~

How to finish all of them????Frankly, i dont know~

Sleepless nights and Panda eyes are waiting, Mentally mutilation is coming soon......

I am just an ordinary person~why???why???why???

How i wish i could become Clark and finish reading in a blink of eye.....

Haish!!still need to get back to reality and be a good student><

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!!!

I was thinking of completing my assignments, but nah~haha

Last entry before holiday

I personally think that Sabah is getting more and more famous~not known as Sabah, but the North Borneo.

Just a short introduction~Sabah is a beautiful place with natures~ It is really beautiful, no word can describe it~ Full of adventures and great for those who want to travel. Not to forget, we also have shopping complexes~though its not very giant like Sunway Pyramid etc...It's more than enough, coz we are famous for natures~

You know what? Prince William and Kate Middleton are coming soon~Whoox3...cheering!!!! They will be here to celebrate the 60th anniversary of Queen Elizabeth's on the throne. What a nice intention~I think I am going to see them...haha...It's on 13-15 of September, hopefully i am free during that period~YES

besides, i've finished my school based experience today~And, I am going back tomorrow. Although filled with works and assignment, at least i can be freed from these four walls.

Wish that everyone will have a great holiday, and Selamat Hari Raya to y'all.

                                                                                                              _cocomero_

deceitful self, as i say it

Do not be deceived by yourself, do not blind yourself with what you see, see through the facade, look through the truth.

How i wish i could do this. Knowing what is right and what is wrong. Do what i am supposed to do. But it is not as easy as we thought. Blinded by ourselves who dont want to know the truth, which can be hurtful and wounding. Knowing that ourselves would be hurt, no one dares to cross the line. Including me.

Well then, wish that i can see my path crystal clear from now on. Not making any mistakes, and with God's help, guide me to the path i am supposed to be at, prove to me that i am the able.

Fed up!

Before you read, be prepared. It's not out of force, It's just me spitting out whatever is in my mind now.

I am really really fed up with this~

Maybe due to stress, or something else, but the truth is, I am so done with things like asking people and getting perfunctory answers~

So, I have decided, not to ask any more, and i won't tell any more. That's why i don't like telling people about things, and yet, being said as someone who doesn't want to open up to others. Well, it's proven. I want give and take relationship. Not, give and give.

So, now, I am not going to give any more. No more.

And other thing, I HATE people being judgemental on me. And it sulks more when I am the only one being judge, please don't do that while I am being all nice and stuff. If i really can't take it any more, I can go to extreme. My highest record: ignore my best-friend-used-to-be for more than a year. And it was decided in less than 10 minutes. No one has the right to judge me. You have never been in my shoes, and you dont know how is it to be me. So, stop trying to look into me.

-cocomero-

cocomero?

How's your day? well, i'm talking to this screen again which is called "schermo" in Italian~wonder why I go to Italian all of a sudden?mm...mm... Don't know~ 

It's actually from a book i am reading at the moment. "Eat, Pray, Love", a woman searching for divinity, hopes and yet feeling dreadful due to the reality. A good book, I shall say. 

Here's the thing, sometimes, it's not either we like it, or we hate it, there are more to it. Just like this world, it's not only black and white, there are many areas. Grey, many of you would say. but even grey has different levels. So, it's up to us to define. Opps! I'm going out of topic now. What I intend to say is that we have to  think before we speak, think before we act. 

Another thing here, my life has gone viral and haywire. Everything seems to bundle up and leave me no space to breathe. Even an ant wouldn't fit into it (It's a metaphor). I tried, am trying to organise myself, but i don't think that it's easy, to simplify, I am a negative thinker, has tendency towards the melancholic side, maybe.

That's all for today, thanks for reading. _cocomero_

A great though for today:)

Mental Mutilation

What will you do when a pervert sets his eyes on you?

I am definitely mentally mutilated~can speak nothing more than LOL, SIGHS and SPEECHLESS...

I'm not sure if he's a pervert, but from my dictionary, he is. What funny is that i always see him here, and that makes me feel uncomfortable, just like a stalker behind you. UGH! What a joke~

THREE LINES ON MY FOREHEAD!!!

VitaC

Yep! Going for Orange now~just feel like getting sufficient Vitamin C to get through~what a joke..haha

Anyway, getting holiday soon? I am, after next week's school-based in SK Topokon. Well, wish me the best of Luck~Wish that anyhow, any car would not break down anymore~It rhymes, doesn't it?

So, they said Blah blah blah~Whatever it is

Lee Chong Wei will always be our Gold medallist. You did well, indeed.

Non-the-less, the one who makes us proud. 

Hat down for you :)

Think before we speak

Recently, i saw quite a number of people posted something about the Borneo being independent and all~it's not proven yet, but yet to be proved. So, why do people make a fuss about things which are not proven? We are not from the past, so, we could not possibly know things clearly from the past, right?

I just hope that people will think before they speak~not just posting anything they want because it's the net~It is also a reminder for myself...

If Malaysia was not formed, i wonder what will happen to us? this will remain as unknown~but at least i know that i would not come into this world, as my parents would not crossed paths. Plus: Not all penisulians discriminate sabahan and sarawakian~at least the ones that i know are not~especially for my daddy~

I am not expecting anything from anyone~

I am settling it although i am whining about it~

believe me, if i'd gone mad, it would be a total different situation~

Further, it's my own matter~

you can't change who you are, when you are starting to get too over the top, i can be mean.

Indecisive me

I'm indecisive, but it's because i don't want to hurt anyone~but it seems like my indecisiveness has brought me some distraction to my life~

Maybe i'll just reject anything that comes after me~at least less trouble will be created~

Don't try to interpret okay~

Damn

How can people be so damn ignorant and cruel? Is cruelty the true nature of human?

I just don't get it, the entire human race won't die even if we treat the animals nicely~

There are too much suffering for those animals, we are human, but it doesn't mean that we are superior to them, we are sharing this world with them, not conquering it and making life difficult for these little animals. 

I believe that this world is not ours, we are just staying here until we find our place in the end of our lives. So, why would we damage these God-given lives??I am so ashamed to of those people, they should be punished for their wrongdoings. :(((

skinned alive~can't they see the pain???

DONT EVER TAKE ME FOR GRANTED!

Sometimes i let it slid, but when i have endured it to certain extend, i'm not sorry for what i'd do.

maybe i really only exist when you need something, sorry for not realising that. sorry for being sulky all the time, just walk away!

acting like you are all-knowing all the time ain't cool, ain't nothing but like a fool, it makes me wanna puke~Dont dare to give me shits, you are not up to that level!!

from now on, i'm not going to do or say anything, just do as you want, and a word from me: MYOB

Things are not going to remain the same forever.

I read an inspiring story, just want to share it, maybe you'll find some inspiration there~

There was once a king, who was a meticulous and a bit fussy, heard that there was a wise scholar in the city, thus, he commanded his servant to search for the scholar.

When the King met the scholar, he said,"I am going to ask you for an inspiring advice which can fit the Rich and the Poor, if you fail to, I will punish you."

After the scholar thought for a while, he said "Things are not going to remain the same forever."

The King asked him the meaning of his words, and he answered: Things are not going to remain forever, either for the Rich, nor the Poor. If you are rich and too proud of yourself, and not making any effort in your life any more, things will change, you will not remain rich forever.Same thing goes to the poor, if you are making an effort, things will change, at least better.

I'm just sharing this so that we can see clearly that we are living on a round-earth, things go around and come back around. Do not think that you are too great, or not worth it. Do not get jealous at people's success, everyone has their uphill and downhill. Things are not going to remain the same forever.

Pre-celebration of Bday

A too-early birthday celebration for my friend on the other day~we went to "Secret Garden", a korean restaurant. It really has that secretive, mysterious and enigmatic feel~it is located not around the town area, surrounded by trees and grasses. Although the food was a bit "inexpensive", we enjoyed it~

We also had some great cakes~as we were in dilemma while choosing the cakes, we'd actually bought six types of it, main purpose:to try all of them~haha....it was so good, especially the strawberry cheese cake. others were good also, like tiramisu, chocolate-oreo, avocado cheese, mango cheese, and chocolate moist~

Here's some pictures~take a look :)

dokbokki~if im nt mistaken....haha

kimchi stew:)

nom-nom-nom

im nt in~huhu~us having tea-break

ohmygosh...everyone is acting cute~hmm

UNTITLED

Yeah!!Finally, i've gotten my flashy flashy new IC.

Well, it's weird that my hairstyle is not the same anymore. Tralalalala....Never mind, at least it's not the primary six's look anymore~haha

TROLLOLOLOLOL

Clean up after yourself

I don't like the way people act sometimes~like, waiting for people to wipe their assess. duh

if you are expecting me to clean up your messes, Don't. I am not the kind that will do everything for a person without thinking. I think and consider a lot, a lot more than you can imagine, believe me. But the thing is, people always think in a solid way, from their very own perspectives. If they want the answer to be that, they will never consider other things.

sometimes, i am sick of it. I know what they are thinking, i just don't say it blatantly. It doesn't mean that you can act like you have it. 

When i am being blamed for things i shouldn't do and i didn't do, it tastes awful and despicable. So, listen to my advice, if you have taken the responsibility, please do it properly and get down to the earth. Otherwise, say GB~

Part of my lifey

This semester is reallllllly filled with ARTS~everyday, i have to squeeze my brain out to express my ideas~ however, i LIKE it~ it was my interest, now it has become my volition~

sketch from quite a long time ago~me and my sistar with my beloved lil bro~:)

USHER-SCREAM

USHER-SCREAM


Usher, baby
Yeah, we did it again
And this time I'mma make you scream

USHER! Yeah, man...

[Usher]
I see you over there, so hypnotic
Thinking 'bout what I do to that body
I get you like ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby, ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby
Got no drink in my hand
But I'm wasted
Getting drunk of the thought of you naked
I get you like ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby, ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby

And I ain't trying to fight it, to fight it
But you're so magnetic, magnetic
Got one life, just live it, just live it
Now relax, sing it on your back

If you wanna scream, yeah
Let me know and I'll take you there
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna turn right
Hope you're ready to go all night
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna scream

Yeah, come on

Kill the lights, shut 'em off
You're electric
Devil eyes telling me come and get it
I have you like ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby
Girl tonight you're the prey
I'm the hunter
Take you here, take you there
Take you wonder
Imagine me whispering in your ear
Then I wanna, take off your clothes and put something on ya

And I ain't trying to fight it, to fight it
But you're so magnetic, magnetic
Got one life, just live it, just live it
Now relax, sing it on your back

If you wanna scream, yeah
Let me know and I'll take you there
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna turn right
Hope you're ready to go all night
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna scream

Out, louder, scream louder
Louder, louder, louder
Hey, tonight I scream, I'm on need

[Beat break]

If you wanna scream, yeah
Let me know and I'll take you there
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna turn right
Hope you're ready to go all night
Get you going like ah-ooh
Baby baby ooh baby baby
Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
If you wanna scream


*Listen to it and SCREAM!!!XD

Goofy?

It's been going on for far too long~

I dont even remember how did it start.

It's all been hally hazy to me~

well, maybe it's time for a decision, or maybe not~

"play is a play until it gets serious"

if you know what i mean~

Something More

                                                              
Something more by Secondhand Serenade
something to be thought of:)

                                                  "Something More"

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralysed
I can’t remember when
I didn’t live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn’t set me free

Im stuck here in this life i didn’t ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

Im paying for my sins
And its gunna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

HAPPY DUMPLING FESTIVAL

Hey, it's HAPPY DUMPLING FESTIVAL yesterday~did'ya celebrate it??

haha..i went back and had dinner with my family.well, it's not fancy but filled with family's warmth.better than eating out at some restaurants since i get to cook something at home~hehe..at least i practised my frying skill a bit.

Well, we, the Chinese eat dumpling every year during the festival. do you know why?don't misunderstand that there's only "pork" in the dumpling, there are various kinds of dumpling's fillings such as chicken, peanuts, and even a "kosong" one~so malaysian...haha

We started to have this festival to commemorate someone from the past who is Qu Yuan.I bet those who studied in chinese would know this, since it's in the textbook. He was a poet who was a great heroic figure to the country. He committed suicide by drowning himself in a river, and people started to wrap rice in leaves to feed thew fish to prevent his body from being eaten. Then, it becomes dumpling now:)

Oh yea, do you know that during 12 pm sharp on the day, the eggs can stand on their own feet? it's amazing and it happens because of some solstice or something. I have forgotten...hehe...you can check if you wanna know.

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All is well

how can i get sleepy even after i slept???really tired, i guess, from watching drama~haha

this semester has just started, but works are loaded, preparing to fire, i don't have idea how i'm going to survive through this semester~things are crumbled up and it's a tight schedule...

All is well~just tell myself that things are going to be better. Cheese:)

Thxx

 A very much thank you to my friend~Thanks for remembering me though you were busied~

i prefer not exposing other people's name without their consent~so, i'm not gonna write that person's name here~hehe

ops!you have to turn your head to see it~haha....anyway, Thank you my friend for the key chain:)

New Addiction

hmm~nothing to post right now~just putting up some pictures~hiakhiakhiak~~

hoho...ignore the things at the back~
which colour is the best?
i'm currently using the 2nd and 5th ones~these colours are just briliant

i also like some other colours~will post it later~

peekaboo

hey yo~deserted for quite a long time....haha

holiday is over and i just finished tidying my room~thank god that my things aren't stolen or vandalised~

as soon as i enter this four walls room, my lappy becomes essential~which i put away in my bag which was in my room~i didn't bother to touch it. i guess this room just give me a feeling of lonesome...a room without warmth of family~

oh ya....there's a new cake house in lintas~the cakes are really really really nice~but it is limited~you won't get it if you didn't book it~i tried strawberry cheese cake last night~celebrating my uncle's Father's Day~

nevertheless~Happy Father's Day to m y daddy~i know he can hear me~and he is a good  father~still...

strawberry cheese cake:)

nyummy><

untitled

Has luck sided with me???I'm not sure..but i still have to go through this~

but since this happened, luck must have gone far away from me, i guess~

blablablabla....well~i believe in myself anyway..

and i won't disappoint those who believe in me.

to my family and friends, Thank You very much~really...

Finally

finished my last paper today~

Though i dont know the result, i am still here standing~

at least the test didnt kill me~

and i am going to face phase two of my life~

stop looking back and move forward~

hellyeah~gonna change for good~

Tyga - Far Away

Tyga - Far Away Lyrics Ft Chris Richardson

Just to see her (see her)
But she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

Sittin’ on a plane
Reminscing back when I made that mistake
I wish it never ended with a heartbreak
Now your heart broken, tears in ya face
Ask myself why, looking at the sky
If I could turn back I’d make it all right
http://latestvideolyrics.blogspot.com/2011/05/tyga-far-away-lyrics-ft-chris.html
Praying that you better but its still stormy weather
Don’t wanna let go but the rain wont let up
Now you gone, still thinking bout you everyday
And I know feelings was hurt and you can blame me but
I’m sorry for the games that I played
But now it’s too late
And now she’s…

Now she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

It’s cold putting up a fight
Arguing back and forth through the night
Regardless what I said and I don’t most of it
You know I really love you, this the realest goin’ get
It take time to realise what you really wanna know
You was ready for it all but your feelings I ignored
I know my fault, I should’ve gave more
Now you’re miles away and I’m miles on tour
Now it’s drums playing, crowd singing
Light changing, wish you was here to witness all that
It starts fading
They say two wrongs don’t make it right
And I was wrong and now it aint right

Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
If I could make it right
I’d do it all tonight
Hold you in my arms, with you I’d spend my life

Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
I’d do just that
If I could turn back

(Come back here again)

Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

I'm sexy and i know it?

I'm sexy and i know it~

I'm good and i know it~

I'm happy and i know it~

I'm precious and i know it~

I'm invaluable and i know it~

I'm irreplaceable and i know it~

I'm starting to blabber and i know it~

I'm weird, peculiar, or eccentric and you name it~

*I can do poem quite well, huh? haha~I wonder why i always getting into "hyper" mood after test~Maybe some hormones in my body got released or depleted~

Just FYI: I am planting now, in my lappy~haha...so called ~Plant Tycoon ~

just in case you dont know what is plant tycoon~haha

Teenage Dirtbag-Wheatus

Her name is Noel
I had a dream about her
she rings my bell
I got gym class in half an hour
Oh how she rocks
In keds and tube socks
But she doesn't know who I am
And she doesn't give a damn about me

Cause Im just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah Im just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me

Her boyfriends a dick
And he brings a gun to school
And he'd simply kick
My ass if he knew the truth
He lives on my block
And he drives an Iroc
But he doesn't know who I am
And he doesn't give a damn about me

Cause Im just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah Im just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me

Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin
Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin

Man I feel like mold
It's prom night and I am lonely
Low and behold
She's walking over to me
This must be fake
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am
And why does she give a damn about me

She said I've got tickets to Iron Maiden baby
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe
Im just a teenage dirtbag baby like you

Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin
Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin