2012?

OH MY GOSH!!i am welcoming 2012 with sickness. Sorethroat, cough and flu. what a great life:(

By the way, i got a new haircut. Again, i think i am addicted to cutting my hair, should be considering getting a bald head someday~

hoho...anyway, Happy new year everyone!

p/s: A good advice, tomorrow is 31st of DEC, if you are staying at KK like me, dont ever go out. or you will be stuck on the road for hours. #bad experience, traffic jam always makes me vomit~

GRANDMA

Hhohoho..i went shopping but did not find anything except food interesting....I guess it is the effect of being home for too long....phew...or maybe i am anticipating to shop at kl, so, i was not even intending to shop here. hahahaa....that's me, so realistic.

And i have wonderful meal prepared by my grandmother today. Just a simple explanation. my grandmother is from my maternal site, and i was living with her since i was small, until i was five. And i moved back to beaufort to study. And she was the one who took care of me, and now, she is still doing so, with more grey hair on her scalp, and leg that can no longer walk quickly as it used to be due to autism. I am grateful that she is still beside me, after so many things. I feel awful sometimes, for not talking with her much, just because i dont have topic with her anymore, as i am more to outside world.

I promise, i will appreciate every moment i have with you, grandma, and i will help you to dye you grey hair, as you requested so many times. hehe...

People, every moment with family is a gift from GOD.

MERRYMERRY

Well, Christmas is really coming soon. and my job, is nearing its end. today is my last day, and i am impressed by myself, how can i work for one month in a stuffy office???

As they say, human is capable of doing anything if we wanted to,  if we couldnt, it's because we think that we cant.

tada!gotta go..

pls: MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Care enough?

Just a simple picture, simple movement. Portraying the love of a father to a daughter.

Why is this so hard for some people?

Appreciate every moment you have with your parents.

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well, the result is out, and i have not checked it.

i think i will only look into it after 2011,meaning to say 2012.

hope that it is okay~

Friends or Facebook?

Frankly. what do we know about friends?


I used to have so many friends, but only a few were able to click with me, yeah, we had the chemistry.


During that time, i see them almost everyday, talk to them, walk with them, smile and laugh with them, and i thought, woah, they are the best friends i could ever have, this was during my secondary school. But the fact is, since we have left school, and further our study, our relationship also got further, we dont text each other anymore, we dont call each other anymore, what's left is just adding a name in the friendlist in facebook. I'd be lucky if some of the still remember my birthday and text me.


And during my national service, this is worse, i guess people do need friends anywhere they go. I am. I met some friends and soon, they became my best friends. Since it is national service, we went through so many things together, that i dont even able to believe that i have done all those nonsense training. We quarreled, we laughed, we were scolded and punished together, ran together, walked in the rain together, we did almost everything together, including going to toilet at night, as we are afraid of ghosts, told by the trainers in national service, maybe they just want to scare us, so that we dont go out at night. Go back to the point, the thing is, when they left after finishing the training, my heart sank and i felt terrible, i cried for a day, seriously. But now, they are just labeled as acquaintances in facebook. It's funny,isn't it?


Till now, in IPG, i met new people again, and i found THEM..Yeah, my new friends, well, it's been two years and a half, not so new anymore. We are experiencing a lot of things together, and though we had misunderstanding, fight, we still standby each other when things dont go our way. And honestly, through the obstacles that we went through, we know each other better. Well, i hope that after we graduated, they will not only be the names in my facebook friendlist. I guess not.


So, now, something for us to reflect. Does facebook really help in socialization and relationship? Where everyone has hundreds, and even thousands of friends in facebook, yet, knowing only a few of them, and a lot of acquaintances. worser, a lot of them are unknown, just added you because you have mutual friends. If it's like this, why dont you just create a fan page for them. sigh~ so, guys, reflect and go to find real friends in real life, not in facebook, it's because of facebook that i stop contacting my friends, since i think it's so convenient that i can see them each day in facebook. And in fact, it's too convenient that i dont even try to chat with them, as their names show everytime i log in facebook. i was thinking that they are always here, i dont need to find them now, i will have the time. but our friendship got further, and further.

Broken-hearted Girl

okay~it's time for the song of the day:) haha...

namely~BROKEN HEARTED GIRL by Beyonce Knowles

a nice song indeed.

Broken-hearted Girl lyrics

You’re everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could’ve been

But still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I’d love enough to not forgive

And though you break my heart, you’re the only one 

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can’t erase

The times that you hurt me 

And put tears on my face

And even now while I hate you

It pains me to say

I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No

No broken-hearted girl

I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say

But up to now I’ve always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me

And still you’re in my heart

But you’re the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you

( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/beyonce-lyrics/broken,,hearted-girl-lyrics.html )

But I don’t complain

Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

Oh but now I don’t hate you

I’m happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you 

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No

No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo

I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah

Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away

Away With you 

yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby

I don’t wanna a broken heart

Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you 

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No

I don’t want a broken heart 

I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..

No broken-hearted girl

Broken-hearted girl No…no… 

No broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted girl

Wish you were here

Hey yo~there's only a few days before christmas, so, i think everyone has a plan on this special day, right? and i bet that person is the one you miss the most and hope to see everyday~

here's a song that i like recently, kinda off the christmas mood, but thumbs up for the lyrics and great melody!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT1-sitWRtY

TADA~it's WISH YOU WERE HERE BY AVRIL LAVIGNE

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit

Behind this wall

You just walk through it

[refrain]

And I remember all those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

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Changing for the better!

hell yeah, CHRISTMAS is coming soon, i'm changing this blog to a merri-some blog.:D

see the fonts and background?hmm...anticipating for the great day...

words for SANTA:

 I wish to celebrate a "White Christmas", at least once in a lifetime~

Someone like you

Seriously, this song is nice, the more i hear it, the nicer it gets.


drum rolling~~~~~tramtramtrraaammmmmmmdram!


ADELE-SOMEONE LIKE YOU


                                                                 "Someone Like You"

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

ENJOY~

Change

I did a lot of thinking these days. due to some reason, i found out that life is precious, more precious than what i thought.

i used to think that everything is fate, we cant change anything and what we need to do is just go through it~i always say this:"we dont have to worry too much, if we are going to die, nothing can stop it. "

But, when the time comes, can we really stay back and do nothing? I CANT.

i used to be so full of myself and think that i am so different from anybody else, that i can accept whatever is given by fate and destiny, and GOD. but frankly, when something bad happens, i blame people, i blame fate, and even GOD. i know it is wrong, but if you walk in my shoes, you would know how it feels like.

hence, i decide to change, change myself, for the upcoming year, for a better me.

i want to have a healthy lifestyle, and change my attitude. after going through this, i found out that holding on to something hard enough doesnt mean anything. so, i am going to let it go. just focus on my life, and dont be too obsess with other things. dont be too greedy. all of those things dont mean anything, they give you desire, fame, happiness, but only for a short period, the most important ones should be families.

they are the most important in my life, nothing is better than having a harmonious, and families who care for you, truly deeply from their heart.

so, it's time to change.

Power of MONEY

this holiday is really boring~~~~~

i do nothing but the same routine everyday:
-wake up
-going to work
-have lunch
-going back to work
-go home
-having a nap
-watch tv
-bath
-sleep

this is life~i guess my only excitement during this holiday is anticipating MERLIN...since i like this drama soooooo much~it's season 4 now!

and here's something ludicrous...you know what, i dont have faith in insurance. in fact, i dont trust it, and i think it was created to con people. but due to some factors-such as the "scarcity" of money, i disobey my principle and work for insurance. HA!this is the power of MONEY! i guess my principle does not worth much....