grrr

i know i know...i should be studying....but the nearer the exam....i am tempted to watch drama....play games....go into facebook and even go into tagged which i have been ignoring for so long.....nevertheless, sleeping...

by the way, what to study anyway??its the same after studying, i am still confused and dont know how to answer the questions...tada.....zero point for this...no one would agree with me....since all of them are studying.....i should too...right??guess so.....

well then, status updated....have a nice day...^^

just crapping@@

my brain is totally shut down now.....nothing can make it active anymore....only thinking about sleeping everyday.....not even 10 minutes for studying.....haiz...what to do???it is not my fault.....just let it be....right...

i wonder if i can get high marks when i dont even studying......if can, then, i need to admit that i am a genius...LOL...

yesterday, my lecturer mentioned that she wishes to let us go for benchmarking in oversea university, maybe in Australia or New Zealand....fir me its a good thing as i can learn more by doing so....and gets to travel...however, money is the problem...we need to save money for this....so, i dont know whether this "dream" will come true or not....wish that it could come true....

haiz...if i were born one year earlier, i would be one of the teslians who can go for twinning now....blame on my luck then.....coulod only dream about going overseas.....anyway, exam is coming soon, fighting!!! i need to focus on the nearest problem first right.....:)

nonsense

Exam is really around the corner now.....i havent touched my piles of books yet.....how am i going to face this exam???? i wonder why i am so lazy....the nearer the exams, the more i like to sleep.....feel like sleeping the whole time....haiz...maybe i just dont have the "study kind of thing" in my brain.....should get a chip for my brain soon.....huahuahua.....XD

hmm...

these days, i cant help but go to judge people....i did not do that by any mean...just do not have a reason for doing so....
plus, i will become a language teacher....so, i tend to look at people's grammar although mine is not good either....many things that i see now are grammar, questions and voices in my head that urge me to understand the problem....
i think this teacher's training really got into me though...

shattered

today was an okay day for me....but something made me felt bad today....i have really high self pride...you know"really high", it is undeniable and i dont know how to change....sad life, isnt it? i was asked to redo a part of my assignment, what an embarrassment for me....although it was only a small part, i still felt uneasy about it....then, something upsets me happened...it was not OURS fault, its just that we are not in a good sync???dont know...maybe...

these few days, i was reminded with "the" memories....dont know whether to say it's sad or happy ones...the sweet memories that used to be part of my joy now seem so empty...not even feel the existence..sweet promise is still a promise...adjectives can be changed, so, sweet can be broken too...
i will forget you from now on...no matter what happen...i promised...

EXAMS....

ohno.....exam is around the corner...i am dying here....how to study with my condition.....affected by the laziness disease....really going to die soon....not even enough time for me to study yet i do other things than study.....facebooking, gaming, dramaing, download songs....and fooling around....without any hesitation, i could say that i am the laziest among my friends....i still want to relax....how?what can i do?i am so afraid of the bloody exams.......SHIT....

WTF am i talking about???

huhu...long time no see...yay....finally see ya all again...as if someone is reading my blog...lol....
i wondered why are there people who are sado masochistic.....they just could not get enough of people suffering and they keep torturing them...i mean....not literally....haha...
i always feel pain when people ignore me....but then, i feel pain when people put too much attention on me too....so, am i a sado masochistic??guess so....i should just quit thinking too much and do as i want from now on....still, i cannot do it...too odd for me....and odd feeling i am having with all this "speak your heart loud" thing.....i just could not ignore anything....not my style....well...hope that i can try and ignore sometimes....by the way, ignorance is mercy to some people....lol