This is what i thought recently, too much thinking, maybe.
Sometimes, i just want to find someone to talk to, to tell things, but apparently, it's not easy to find someone who will really be happy for you, except for families. I want to tell if i have something good going on, if i bought something new, if i have a new crush (seeing that i used "new", i always have crush on someone, haha).... but, what i have found out, not everyone can be happy for you. Some might even think that you are showing off, is it so wrong to tell your friend that you have something and wish that they would be happy for you?
It is so hard to even talk nowadays....being ignored, passed by, made me want to stop telling, even stop talking. Yet, when i really stopped telling, i got response like "you dont even tell me". What am i supposed to do when i got ignored for telling? Is this the process of growing up and blending into the society?Being fake to ourselves? I guess it is, since we need to be good to other people, make sure that we are not hated by any.
Without any doubt, people changed, relationship changed, and I, need to change.
