just me

Haven't logged in for some time now. Well, i was busy. NAH...it's an excuse. If i wanted to log in, i would have. Maybe it's just because i didn't have anything in particular to write. As of now, nothing. Yup, still nothing to write. But i just wanna write.

Feeling like updating about the students in school and bla bla bla...but, never mind, too much of the topic would make me sick, literally. AHA! Well, let's talk about other things.

Have you ever been so desperate to tell someone a long-kept secret and finally told that someone and it got blown? Well, i have. I was a person who trusts easily. Whenever someone has gotten my trust, i can tell everything and anything. But, i might have underestimated the way society works. To be honest, I can tell the whole world that i am proud of being able to keep the secrets people told me. Even until now, i have not spread other people's secret. (pls: if they asked me not to tell anyone. aha.) But, i am wondering if i am too naive or what. I have told somebody my secret and that secret was known by other people. I was so sad but i could not do anything. So, i've changed. Many said i changed. they said i don't answer much, always kept it to myself.

Yes, I've changed. But it's the society that changed me. I wanted to be the same person. But trust, it's not easy to give it to people anymore. So, if you think i am quieter beside you, you might be the reason.

After vomiting all these words, i feel better, at least a 0.1 percent better.

ps: I don't lie too, except for white lies. But i do bluff. haha