HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!!!

I was thinking of completing my assignments, but nah~haha

Last entry before holiday

I personally think that Sabah is getting more and more famous~not known as Sabah, but the North Borneo.

Just a short introduction~Sabah is a beautiful place with natures~ It is really beautiful, no word can describe it~ Full of adventures and great for those who want to travel. Not to forget, we also have shopping complexes~though its not very giant like Sunway Pyramid etc...It's more than enough, coz we are famous for natures~

You know what? Prince William and Kate Middleton are coming soon~Whoox3...cheering!!!! They will be here to celebrate the 60th anniversary of Queen Elizabeth's on the throne. What a nice intention~I think I am going to see them...haha...It's on 13-15 of September, hopefully i am free during that period~YES

besides, i've finished my school based experience today~And, I am going back tomorrow. Although filled with works and assignment, at least i can be freed from these four walls.

Wish that everyone will have a great holiday, and Selamat Hari Raya to y'all.

                                                                                                              _cocomero_

deceitful self, as i say it

Do not be deceived by yourself, do not blind yourself with what you see, see through the facade, look through the truth.

How i wish i could do this. Knowing what is right and what is wrong. Do what i am supposed to do. But it is not as easy as we thought. Blinded by ourselves who dont want to know the truth, which can be hurtful and wounding. Knowing that ourselves would be hurt, no one dares to cross the line. Including me.

Well then, wish that i can see my path crystal clear from now on. Not making any mistakes, and with God's help, guide me to the path i am supposed to be at, prove to me that i am the able.

Fed up!

Before you read, be prepared. It's not out of force, It's just me spitting out whatever is in my mind now.

I am really really fed up with this~

Maybe due to stress, or something else, but the truth is, I am so done with things like asking people and getting perfunctory answers~

So, I have decided, not to ask any more, and i won't tell any more. That's why i don't like telling people about things, and yet, being said as someone who doesn't want to open up to others. Well, it's proven. I want give and take relationship. Not, give and give.

So, now, I am not going to give any more. No more.

And other thing, I HATE people being judgemental on me. And it sulks more when I am the only one being judge, please don't do that while I am being all nice and stuff. If i really can't take it any more, I can go to extreme. My highest record: ignore my best-friend-used-to-be for more than a year. And it was decided in less than 10 minutes. No one has the right to judge me. You have never been in my shoes, and you dont know how is it to be me. So, stop trying to look into me.

-cocomero-

cocomero?

How's your day? well, i'm talking to this screen again which is called "schermo" in Italian~wonder why I go to Italian all of a sudden?mm...mm... Don't know~ 

It's actually from a book i am reading at the moment. "Eat, Pray, Love", a woman searching for divinity, hopes and yet feeling dreadful due to the reality. A good book, I shall say. 

Here's the thing, sometimes, it's not either we like it, or we hate it, there are more to it. Just like this world, it's not only black and white, there are many areas. Grey, many of you would say. but even grey has different levels. So, it's up to us to define. Opps! I'm going out of topic now. What I intend to say is that we have to  think before we speak, think before we act. 

Another thing here, my life has gone viral and haywire. Everything seems to bundle up and leave me no space to breathe. Even an ant wouldn't fit into it (It's a metaphor). I tried, am trying to organise myself, but i don't think that it's easy, to simplify, I am a negative thinker, has tendency towards the melancholic side, maybe.

That's all for today, thanks for reading. _cocomero_

A great though for today:)

Mental Mutilation

What will you do when a pervert sets his eyes on you?

I am definitely mentally mutilated~can speak nothing more than LOL, SIGHS and SPEECHLESS...

I'm not sure if he's a pervert, but from my dictionary, he is. What funny is that i always see him here, and that makes me feel uncomfortable, just like a stalker behind you. UGH! What a joke~

THREE LINES ON MY FOREHEAD!!!

VitaC

Yep! Going for Orange now~just feel like getting sufficient Vitamin C to get through~what a joke..haha

Anyway, getting holiday soon? I am, after next week's school-based in SK Topokon. Well, wish me the best of Luck~Wish that anyhow, any car would not break down anymore~It rhymes, doesn't it?

So, they said Blah blah blah~Whatever it is

Lee Chong Wei will always be our Gold medallist. You did well, indeed.

Non-the-less, the one who makes us proud. 

Hat down for you :)

Think before we speak

Recently, i saw quite a number of people posted something about the Borneo being independent and all~it's not proven yet, but yet to be proved. So, why do people make a fuss about things which are not proven? We are not from the past, so, we could not possibly know things clearly from the past, right?

I just hope that people will think before they speak~not just posting anything they want because it's the net~It is also a reminder for myself...

If Malaysia was not formed, i wonder what will happen to us? this will remain as unknown~but at least i know that i would not come into this world, as my parents would not crossed paths. Plus: Not all penisulians discriminate sabahan and sarawakian~at least the ones that i know are not~especially for my daddy~

I am not expecting anything from anyone~

I am settling it although i am whining about it~

believe me, if i'd gone mad, it would be a total different situation~

Further, it's my own matter~

you can't change who you are, when you are starting to get too over the top, i can be mean.

Indecisive me

I'm indecisive, but it's because i don't want to hurt anyone~but it seems like my indecisiveness has brought me some distraction to my life~

Maybe i'll just reject anything that comes after me~at least less trouble will be created~

Don't try to interpret okay~