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i am wondering....am i right??did i make a good decision??or should i just forget everything and move on?

i should not get myself involved in things like this anymore. it wont work...i should just shut the door and say goodbye...but, my heart wont allow me to do that~it is impossible for me to do that...

re-meet with that person??i am not sure,but, whats done cant be undone....so, i'll just carry on~and see what happens~

simple yet difficult~

what should i do??be brave or not???what if i have mistaken...what if i am wrong??can i start again?i dont know, i am not sure...what should i do for now???is it okay for me to continue doing this??or put an end to it??i should start thinking about this seriously. it is not a simple matter, yet it is actually not difficult~what the heck am i talking about??argh..i also dont know...that's it for now...

Dinner with TESLians

just had a nice dinner with my colleagues~ we had seafood steamboat~haha....it was nice~

i even went up stage to dance-sumazau dance~i think all sabahan are familiar with it~hahhahaha......and i saw a cute guy, dancing Iban's cultural dance~but i did not manage to take picture with him...haish....

hmm....and, we visited our lecturer's house, it was real nice....designed by her husband...her husband does have a great taste~the interior was fascinating and fantastic~whoa...so westernised~i wish to have a home like that too~

really need to get a rich husband~hahahhaa....just kidding~

well, i am getting sleepy now, going to sleep...tada,good night, sleep tight~