why??why??why??? i know the reason~ just because i am too stupid... i knew it... but i cant do anything about it... i am too stupid to admit it i am too proud of myself to admit it i am too comfortable with the way i am i was blurred confused though i am saying it now i am only expressing i will never have the courage to change or should i say i will not bother to change though it is not true i prefer it in this way dont change it ever let it be just the way it was, let it be the way it is, and it will ever ever and ever..... Change-YQ