holidaysss

i am really eating,sleeping and enjoying all daysssssssssssss.....

haha,my breakfast at PAPPARICH~nice one....hahahaa...and the night~reveal it tomoro~XD...i like the drink-pappa cham~i wonder what it means???

my choice??

gosh~should i just let it be or what???

this person keeps on texting me, though he doesnt have anything serious to say~should i just ignore him or what???haish~~~problemssssssssssss....

i thought exam is the worst, but this is worser~getting migraine soon~

farewell to you and partay

this time around, its for real, GOOD BYE AND FAREWELL~

NO MORE YOU, ONLY ME~~

There will always be a LIE in believe an OVER in lover an END in Friends an US in trust an IF in life~

it is better now~

holiday soon

holiday soon~in fact,it starts tomorrow....

but only three weeks...haish....it will pass by soon enough....

and i think i am going to have movie marathon, sleepx3...and eatx3 activities.....hahaha

and i am waiting for results in the meantime....muet and exam...haha~

wish me luck!!

forget and forgive

i need to forget and forgive~

these two things are indeed important to me now....i wonder why my problem is never ending~

first,i will forget and forgive this one person...you will no longer stay here...no matter what you did in the past, it is nothing to me now~

and secondly, you, i will forget about everything and you stop right here~i have nothing else to say~

i dont want to make my life miserable...i am better off like this...

but one thing here, do you really think that it is easy to forget and forgive everything~i think it is not possible...to forget and forgive need a lot of courage and braveness...it is not an easy job~to forget might be easy for guys, but it is certainly not easy for them to forgive, and vice versa for girls....

i read this somewhere before, girls can forgive but cant forget....their memories, no matter good or bad will stay with them forever, and if they like one person, most of the things that he had done would be forgivable...

yt, the situation is vastly different for guys, they can forget easily but not forgive....they can over one girl and be with another in a short period, yet they cant forgive their loved ones doing something that is unacceptable for them~

that is why they said women and men are different...as women are from Venus, men are from Mars~

for this, i recommend one book here~by John Gray~it could be a great help in relationship~

exam is DONE

yesh~finally, my exam is DONE....

haha....so happy...yet,i need to tidy up my things since its the semester break...haish,never mind...i can manage it...

btw, my exam today was on literature,it was so bloody hard....i was sooooooo terrified by the question...

and freedom for me~~~yeah....

EXAM IS FUN!!!

the bloody exam is coming again...but you know what, i dont study hard enough this time around..whenever i see people becoming geeks, i get more and more lazy....it is like,"you wanna study, i am going to be lazier"....hormone change, i guess~

well, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and the next day are going to be a huge battle for me...i am going to walk in that examination hall and walk out proudly, though i dont know how to answer the questions...hahhaa....lol

i am having this child development exam tomorrow, well, as a teacher to be, we need to understand these concepts by bla bla bla...and what is worst, i dont even put effort in revising anymore, want to show something to myself, maybe, how can i not fail after not studying...haha, nice one...

well, i gotta eat now, EXAM IS FUN!!

hahaha

i morphed my babies,one with jensen ackles and another with taecyeon from 2PM~lol

jensen ackles,channing and robert hoffman~

my favourites of all times~

they are real sexy...hohoho...

crap

wow....it is going to be my another exam the upcoming monday,tuesday and wednesday and guess what...i am loitering around~lol

i just cant seem to focus and study, well, plus plus with my slight "headache" now...i am never going to read my tons of notes today><

i am envious of all the other people who can study all day and night,when can i do that??in the afterlife, maybe...hahah...i guess i am not going to study "there" anyway....lol

hmm~nothing to do now except "sleep"...tada....bye,people~if there are any~

EXAM TOMORROW

EXAM TOMORROW....I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO FINISH,YET,I HAVENT FINISHED STUDYING~WHAT THE~HOPE THAT IT WILL BE AS EASY AS EATING PEANUTS~

exam soooonn

i dont really have anything to say~well,just a silly one, i guess..

my exam will be on the day after tomorrow, and guess what, i havent studied all the facts...gonna try to "boom" it, but what the hell, it has essay part....

the only option left:pray and pray or i dont need to sleep and this is definitely a "no,no" to me~

friend's BDAY

yo~its my friend's birthday today! Miko~ let all wish her "Happy Birthday!!!"

wish all the best for her and everythings gonna be fine for exam~lets wish that for me too....hahahaha...just kidding...well, that is all for my entry today~today...i am not sure this is the only one....

well, for this time being...Good Luck then with your life, my besties-------MIKO LAU~^^

GET IT RIGHT-GLEE S2

Get It Right lyrics

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/glee-cast-lyrics/get-it-right-lyrics.html]
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

i am so so so obsess with this song right now~it is from glee season two=get it right, the song that rachel berry sang during regional~it completely describes my feeling whenever i am down~have a nice time listening to this song:)

semantics??

Semantics is a branch of linguistics dealing with the meaning of words, phrases and sentences, however, contrary to pragmatics it does not analyze the intended speaker meaning, or what words denote on a given occasion, but the objective, conventional meaning. Additionally, it is concerned with the conceptual meaning and not the associative meaning. The conceptual meaning is what a word in fact denotes, as for example Friday the 13 th is a day between Thursday the 12 th and Saturday the 14 th, and that is the conceptual meaning of the phrase Friday the 13 th. Yet, for many people the idea of that day brings to mind thoughts of bad luck and misfortune, which is the associative meaning.

The meaning of words is analyzed in several different ways in order to account for as many aspects of meaning as possible. First of all, words are analyzed in terms of their semantic features that is basic elements which enable the differentiation of meaning of words.

Apart from the semantic features of words also semantic roles (sometimes called ‘thematic roles’) are examined. Semantic roles describe the way in which words are used in sentences and the functions they fulfill. Thus, the entity that performs an action is known as an agent, while the entity involved in an action is called the theme (or ‘patient). When an agent uses an entity in order to do something this entity is called an instrument. However, when a person in a sentence does not perform any action, but only has a perception, state of feeling then the role is described as experiencer. Finally there are roles connected with motion or position of entities. So, the location is where an entity is, the source is the initial position of the entity, the place where it moves from and the goal is where the entity moves to.

One other issue investigated by semantics is the relationship between words, some of which are known to almost every language user, others very abstract and vague for a common speaker. To begin with the simplest relationship between words let us have a look at synonymy. Synonyms are two words with very similar, almost identical meaning, such as buy and purchase, or cab and taxi. In some cases however, although the meaning seems nearly identical there is a difference in the word usage or the level of formality and therefore the words can not always be substituted. The next relationship between words is the case when two words have opposite meanings, the words such as male/female, old/new, interesting/boring are antonyms. What is interesting is that antonyms are divided into gradable and non-gradable antonyms. Gradable antonyms are opposites along a scale in that when someone says ‘I am not high’ it does not necessarily mean ‘I am short’. Non-gradable antonyms do not present such flexibility: when we say ‘I am married’ the only antonym available in this sentence would be ‘I am single’.

Sometimes the meaning of one word is included in the meaning of another, broader term. Then the relationship between words can be described as hyponymy as in the case of words: vegetable and carrot. A carrot is necessarily a vegetable, therefore the meaning of the word vegetable is included in the word carrot, so carrot is a hyponym of vegetable. In this relation the word vegetable is the superordinte (higher level term) of the word carrot. The relationship of hyponymy and superordination can be illustrated by the following diagram:



A very common word type in the English language is that of homophone. Homophones are words which have different written forms, but the same pronunciation such as: right/write, to/too/two, bear/bare. Homophones are often mistaken for homonyms, but homonyms are words which have the same written or spoken forms and unrelated meanings, as for example: bat (flying creature) and bat (used in baseball), race (contest) and race (ethnic group). Still when a word has multiple related meanings then linguists speak of polysemy as with head for instance: head as a part of body; mind, or mental ability; a person in charge.

Another interesting relation between words is that of metonymy which is based on close connection of certain entities in everyday experience. The connection can be that of container-content, whole-part, or others. It is clearly visible in the following example ‘he drank the whole bottle’ when it is obvious that he did not drink the container, but the content of the bottle.

Yule G. 1996. The study of language. Cambridge: CUP.

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you know, i get lazier and lazier when its nearer to exam~

i get this feeling where i need to study but i just cant focus and do it..what can i do to motivate myself?

wondering~its better if someone can tell me all the answers for exam...then,i will be grateful forever~i am dreaming~~~

well as long as i pass through it, its okay for me....speaking at this moment, but i will be super sad if i only pass through it~

just call it watever you want

i dont care anymore...
i am who i am, i live my life for myself...
so, from now on, i'm going to do what i ought to do, what really makes me happy....

i will not care about people and what they thnink about me...

afterall, i live for myself,not that i will be happy i choose what they want for me~

no title~

i am soooooooo damn sleepy~
and funny, im listening to teletubbies theme song right now~LOL

too stressful, i guess~

i dont want to study, but i have to><
this is life, practically, and it is the life that i have chosen~

no choice but to go with it~

well, hope that i can pass through the exam easily and get a good result, find my true happiness and live happily ever and after~

huh>< superficial~~~~but what to do, even i, need to dream sometimes~

what should i do??

what should i do???

i dont know what to do now....what i have expected is coming true....and i am afraid of it now..

he's obviously confessing to me, what should i do??i just treat him as a friend, not someone who can be with me...but, how can i tell him, i dont want our friendship to be ruined/`
besides, i still need to cooperate with him for some reasons~

i am so confused now~who can help me, please, please, please, give me a way to solve this situation~

oopss~~

it is almost time for my examination~
well,i'm studying to become an english teacher,so called~
examination is a must,undeniably it's malaysian system, so exam oriented while claiming that it is student centered..haha...ludicrous..
and you know what??my friend posted in our group page saying that her teacher who did twinning did not even study what i'm struggling to study now~
FYI, i am studying this "Bachelor of education for TESL"...yet,it is localised, meaning that we get to nowhere except malaysia and the rural areas~

we are studying things that university students study for their master and in 3-4 years~we need to swallow all the "things" aka "knowledge" in half a year and go for the exam~dont laugh, i know it doesnt make any sense~what can i say, it's malaysia~

i have total of four "big" subjects for this coming exam
child development(especially for teachers)-learning it for exam
philosophy of education(cliche)-restricted to teachers only(just kidding)
finally.....tatang~my major english subjects

linguistics and literature

i feel like i am doing master in this degree level first semester~

hopefully i can get through the exam safe and sound~pls do pray for me~cheers

moving on???

today,i saw a post by my friend saying that she should move on~
the post made me realised that i, too, should move on~
i cant just wait for things to fall from heaven, right..

i should move on, now, today, at this moment onwards~

please:give me strength to look forward, not turning back no matter what~