I know i don't have it. The things everyone is talking about...but, i always try...and have been trying for such a long period.
But, it makes me feel bad when someone actually pointed it out. It is not like I am a holy being with no feeling. I know people says you need to accept constructive criticism bla bla bla...I will never say that is wrong, after all, it's from someone experienced. But, I am just not the kind.
And it made me wondered, should i hang on or let it go?
I am just another insignificant person and how should I hang on?
When what i do is always not good enough.
When what i do is always compared to someone else's.
Not knowing how to find my locus point inside, i just can't seem to content all these things...
Then, I realise i need to find "it" within myself.
Make yourself important, feel important.
Even though I don't know what's best for me, there's always a purpose of me being here. Always...I am here for a reason, things happen for a reason. I will be waiting patiently for that reason.
#onaquesttofindoutthereason
