I know clearly that some people dont like me. I can see that through the look from their eyes. Sorry to say, I am just not the kind that people will like naturally. And frankly, i like being alone and think after a long period of being with people. Having to socialise makes me tired at times.
Frankly, i am used to not having any attention and i was so so so comfortable with that. I bet not many people know that "invisible" feeling, huh. but then, it made me learn, learned a lot. It might seem a little bit fake here, as i might appear to be having quite a number of friends. but sorry to say, not much have gone into my heart. Hot on the outside yet cold on the inside.
I've tried to be likeable, but something just made me realised that i dont have to, it is enough if i just be myself. no more, no less.
By the way, i am going for teaching practise for two months soon. hope that the kids would not give me headache. I am just that short tempered.
