#life

I know clearly that some people dont like me. I can see that through the look from their eyes. Sorry to say, I am just not the kind that people will like naturally. And frankly, i like being alone and think after a long period of being with people. Having to socialise makes me tired at times.

Frankly, i am used to not having any attention and i was so so so comfortable with that. I bet not many people know that "invisible" feeling, huh. but then, it made me learn, learned a lot. It might seem a little bit fake here, as i might appear to be having quite a number of friends. but sorry to say, not much have gone into my heart. Hot on the outside yet cold on the inside.

I've tried to be likeable, but something just made me realised that i dont have to, it is enough if i just be myself. no more, no less.

By the way, i am going for teaching practise for two months soon. hope that the kids would not give me headache. I am just that short tempered.

PEOPLE!

I dont want to say this, but it has been going on for too long. And you have gone way out of line. I wonder if you ever realise that fact!

Seriously???The whole sweet thing when you are texting your watsoever Bf, and the whooly-bitchy thing when i texted to ask two questions??Come on lah, this world does not revolves around you only, not everyone has to look up to you, do not feel too good about yourself!

I dont always say people like this, but when i do, it means that you have gone overboard. If i had not known you for many years, i would just break this bond and say GOODBYE. I am not your dog to come when called and chased afterwards.

#bitch

I dont always mean it when i curse, but now, i AM!

First for April

Long long long long time didnt blog..hmm....too busy with my life...sorry for neglecting you, my blog..haha

I am having teaching practice this month, really had no time even to sleep...time flies by...next week is my last week of teaching practice...happy？sad? hmm....conflicted...the little devils are naughty, but spending time with them is quite good. At least they are better companions.

 Life is so not complicated for them. Even after i scolded them, they will still come close to me afterwards...imagine if i do that to an adult. I would be ignored for months. hahaha

By the way, imma have a trip tomorrow..Wish me the best of luck for my last observation. Yay!