Ozibala part 2

WHY AM I LIKE THIS???

i also have no idea~

i am on the edge now....

having dilemma

should i, or should not...

i read an article today...

it says that

100 marks woman, no man would dare to go near her, as she is either booked, or  too good, and due to the pride of man, she is left alone.

80 and 60 marks woman, man would like to get them, since they have things that man likes. face, body, and intelligence which is so not intelligent.

those women who are under 60 marks, no man would dare to touch, as they are just not man's type.

For a woman, you can have nothing but not pride.

this is from ME!

even if you have no man, have no money, have nothing at all, and even if you are being dumped by some jerk, you MUST'NT go and beg him to be with you again.

it's a SHAME!!!

and a quote i found in a book:

most people found that they fall in love with one person, but they have no idea, why did that happen~
and so, they started to love that person unconsciously, and started to hate that person unconsciously.

QUOTES

these few days....i love those quotes in facebook~i guess it's a trend now, to share those quotes....actually, everyone knows those quotes, only that it is in the form of a picture with super big words now, we began to pay attention to them.

there are a lot of quotes that had caught  my attention.

especially a few~

firstly,

IT'S HARD TO PRETEND THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE WHEN YOU'RE NOT, AND IT'S HARDER TO PRETEND THAT YOU DON'T LOVE SOMEONE WHEN YOU DO.

first impression, what a good quote. totally true~

but for me, i am very good at putting my mask on. i think i deserve a prize for that. aha...

secondly,

WORDS MAY LIE, BUT ACTIONS TELL THE TRUTH.

from my friend's experience, i can tell that this is true, indeed, words can be twisted, but actions that bring out human nature? guess what? hmm

these days, i am thinking, did i do anything wrong???i just dont understand, and i cant stop thinking..

another quote:

SOMETIMES, I FEEL THAT WE ARE JUST FRIENDS, SOMETIMES, I FEEL THAT WE ARE MORE THAN FRIENDS, AND SOMETIMES, I FEEL THAT WE ARE LIKE STRANGERS.

guess what, among all the quotes, this one tells everything.

frankly, i am sick of it. sick of everything.

well, it's better to find someone who loves you more than you love him~i think i am going to find that someone soon...as soon as i reach my time limit....when is that??well, not much time left~

suffer

well....what i need to say was said...

what i need to do is done...

it is not in my hands now....

it is out of control....

you dont want to listen,

it's your decision...

i dont care if it is right or wrong..

it is just too much for me to take...

i have nothing to offer now...

i will just do my job and leave everything~

dont ask me to do anything anymore....

i am not someone you just ask for nothing~

i am not a slave...

WHAT THE FUCK????

i said before, compose and listen to him first, but what you people did was plain complaining and taking anger out of something~

and i kept giving advices, i kept saying dont fight and quarrel....

you people said you were not by giving a really annoying looks...frankly, even i feel that it is annoying!

now, it falls back to me...

i took charge of the thing, i have to take the responsibility...

and now, you said:you are the president, you are the biggest here, you make the decision...

so, it has become me now huh???

then before, when i gave advices???i was not the president???

i think i am only someone whom you people think you can direct as long as you like it!

i am already stressful....please la...make less problems for me!!!

SHIT!DAMN!WHAT THE FUCK!HELL-O!WHAT THE HELL!FUCKING CRAP!!!

this is not for you to see, but if you saw this, i am sorry...you picked the wrong blog~