suffer

well....what i need to say was said...

what i need to do is done...

it is not in my hands now....

it is out of control....

you dont want to listen,

it's your decision...

i dont care if it is right or wrong..

it is just too much for me to take...

i have nothing to offer now...

i will just do my job and leave everything~

dont ask me to do anything anymore....

i am not someone you just ask for nothing~

i am not a slave...

WHAT THE FUCK????

i said before, compose and listen to him first, but what you people did was plain complaining and taking anger out of something~

and i kept giving advices, i kept saying dont fight and quarrel....

you people said you were not by giving a really annoying looks...frankly, even i feel that it is annoying!

now, it falls back to me...

i took charge of the thing, i have to take the responsibility...

and now, you said:you are the president, you are the biggest here, you make the decision...

so, it has become me now huh???

then before, when i gave advices???i was not the president???

i think i am only someone whom you people think you can direct as long as you like it!

i am already stressful....please la...make less problems for me!!!

SHIT!DAMN!WHAT THE FUCK!HELL-O!WHAT THE HELL!FUCKING CRAP!!!

this is not for you to see, but if you saw this, i am sorry...you picked the wrong blog~

SUCKS

i thought i am strong enough to face all these problems...

but, when all those problems come,

i realised that i am not strong enough...

i also need somebody to ask me 

"are you ok"

i am tired of being in the middle of some people's fucking childish game...

are you guys done??

if you people really want to do it that way, 

FINE....just be prepared to take my responsibility,

i am not going to take it anymore.

what do you expect me to do??

if you guys are not willing to cooperate...

lets not do this...

after all, we wont be doing a good job~

it's just going to be a damn thing for you all to trigger the conflicts~

isn't it??

if you want to talk behind my back, FINE, just say it!

it has no effect on me....

only an advice: not only i wont hear it....

you would get karma too...for talking back about ME!!!

i am not pointing this to anyone??if you feel something, means you have done something~

*i have not mentioned anybody's name here.

p/s: I HAVE NO MONEY!PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!

Thought

if you thought that i would be affected,

i'm sorry, i won't.

if you thought this is the best way,

i'm sorry, it isn't.

if you thought i would care,

i'm sorry, i wouldn't.

i thought i would care,

but, the reality is,

i don't really care,

it's is just another story of a girl met a guy

nothing much to be talked about,

if you thought that i don't know,

i'm sorry, i knew it from the start,

i just kept silent,

for i don't want to get affected.

however,

there's only one thing that i am not sure about,

but i won't ask,

there're only two possibilities,

and both of them....

do not bring any good to me~

so, live well, you J...