SUCKS

i thought i am strong enough to face all these problems...

but, when all those problems come,

i realised that i am not strong enough...

i also need somebody to ask me 

"are you ok"

i am tired of being in the middle of some people's fucking childish game...

are you guys done??

if you people really want to do it that way, 

FINE....just be prepared to take my responsibility,

i am not going to take it anymore.

what do you expect me to do??

if you guys are not willing to cooperate...

lets not do this...

after all, we wont be doing a good job~

it's just going to be a damn thing for you all to trigger the conflicts~

isn't it??

if you want to talk behind my back, FINE, just say it!

it has no effect on me....

only an advice: not only i wont hear it....

you would get karma too...for talking back about ME!!!

i am not pointing this to anyone??if you feel something, means you have done something~

*i have not mentioned anybody's name here.

p/s: I HAVE NO MONEY!PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!

Thought

if you thought that i would be affected,

i'm sorry, i won't.

if you thought this is the best way,

i'm sorry, it isn't.

if you thought i would care,

i'm sorry, i wouldn't.

i thought i would care,

but, the reality is,

i don't really care,

it's is just another story of a girl met a guy

nothing much to be talked about,

if you thought that i don't know,

i'm sorry, i knew it from the start,

i just kept silent,

for i don't want to get affected.

however,

there's only one thing that i am not sure about,

but i won't ask,

there're only two possibilities,

and both of them....

do not bring any good to me~

so, live well, you J...

ozibala

all of sudden~i feel like writing in chinese~

so, dont mind me~

我不知道我到底要的是什么，

也不知道到底你要的是什么，

不过，你的一举一动已经影响了我，

不知道如何是好，

可是，我又不能做任何事，

世俗的眼光，

对我，就是那么的有影响力，

我无可否认，

为你动了心，

但，

这一切一切，

让我不知所措，

它，

是来得太不合时了吗？