today was an okay day for me....but something made me felt bad today....i have really high self pride...you know"really high", it is undeniable and i dont know how to change....sad life, isnt it? i was asked to redo a part of my assignment, what an embarrassment for me....although it was only a small part, i still felt uneasy about it....then, something upsets me happened...it was not OURS fault, its just that we are not in a good sync???dont know...maybe...
these few days, i was reminded with "the" memories....dont know whether to say it's sad or happy ones...the sweet memories that used to be part of my joy now seem so empty...not even feel the existence..sweet promise is still a promise...adjectives can be changed, so, sweet can be broken too...
i will forget you from now on...no matter what happen...i promised...
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
EXAMS....
ohno.....exam is around the corner...i am dying here....how to study with my condition.....affected by the laziness disease....really going to die soon....not even enough time for me to study yet i do other things than study.....facebooking, gaming, dramaing, download songs....and fooling around....without any hesitation, i could say that i am the laziest among my friends....i still want to relax....how?what can i do?i am so afraid of the bloody exams.......SHIT....
Monday, October 11, 2010
WTF am i talking about???
huhu...long time no see...yay....finally see ya all again...as if someone is reading my blog...lol....
i wondered why are there people who are sado masochistic.....they just could not get enough of people suffering and they keep torturing them...i mean....not literally....haha...
i always feel pain when people ignore me....but then, i feel pain when people put too much attention on me too....so, am i a sado masochistic??guess so....i should just quit thinking too much and do as i want from now on....still, i cannot do it...too odd for me....and odd feeling i am having with all this "speak your heart loud" thing.....i just could not ignore anything....not my style....well...hope that i can try and ignore sometimes....by the way, ignorance is mercy to some people....lol
i wondered why are there people who are sado masochistic.....they just could not get enough of people suffering and they keep torturing them...i mean....not literally....haha...
i always feel pain when people ignore me....but then, i feel pain when people put too much attention on me too....so, am i a sado masochistic??guess so....i should just quit thinking too much and do as i want from now on....still, i cannot do it...too odd for me....and odd feeling i am having with all this "speak your heart loud" thing.....i just could not ignore anything....not my style....well...hope that i can try and ignore sometimes....by the way, ignorance is mercy to some people....lol
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