EXAMS....

ohno.....exam is around the corner...i am dying here....how to study with my condition.....affected by the laziness disease....really going to die soon....not even enough time for me to study yet i do other things than study.....facebooking, gaming, dramaing, download songs....and fooling around....without any hesitation, i could say that i am the laziest among my friends....i still want to relax....how?what can i do?i am so afraid of the bloody exams.......SHIT....

WTF am i talking about???

huhu...long time no see...yay....finally see ya all again...as if someone is reading my blog...lol....
i wondered why are there people who are sado masochistic.....they just could not get enough of people suffering and they keep torturing them...i mean....not literally....haha...
i always feel pain when people ignore me....but then, i feel pain when people put too much attention on me too....so, am i a sado masochistic??guess so....i should just quit thinking too much and do as i want from now on....still, i cannot do it...too odd for me....and odd feeling i am having with all this "speak your heart loud" thing.....i just could not ignore anything....not my style....well...hope that i can try and ignore sometimes....by the way, ignorance is mercy to some people....lol

sucks

i'm having a bad day today....i prepared for my forum....but something unexpected came up...i really hate "surprise"...the saddest thing is...the thing that came up is not in my field...it was not supposed to be mine....i was very angry about this...or should i use "am"....then, i realise it is not as easy as you thought to compose yourself...i admit that i definitely cant do it.....its not easy for someone like me who always think of "repaying" people....

so, what can i do is, try not to be cruel...i would try...