Holiday Wishes

Holiday Wishes
We wish for you a holiday
That's better than your dreams,
Filled with peace, good will and hope
And firelight that gleams,
Overflowing with holiday spirit
Good food and holiday laughter;
And when it's done, We hope that you
Live happily ever after!
By Joanna Fuchs

:)

it is almost holiday now, but i still have lotsa work to do....my assignments seem like unfinishable...

gosh...i dont even have enough time to sleep. doing work one after another. one after another....i am so tired of doing work...

however, i will have great time during holiday...hmm...plus sbe in st.francis~great....waiting to enjoy the life there~with my friends.....

Desire

"Some desire is necessary to keep life in motion."
- Samuel Johnson

i like this quote~

though people always say that those who have desires are no good...but, how can you live without desire?we study, desiring academic achievement, we lead, desiring praises, no one can ever say that they have no desire, they dont want anything, because, in the end, we are human, it is human nature to have thoughts, wanting something so badly that what you could ever do is thinking about it all day long, waiting for it to come to you, dreaming that you could get it, the happiness you will have when you finally have the thing.

but, the thing is, desire is the might that keeps us going, when we have achieved what we want, we might feel dissappointed, for we have no goal to fight for. but, eventually, we will find a way out, desiring new thing in our lives. isn't it?

i guess everyone does not want to admit that they are desiring too much things sometimes. but, who can deny it? it is only the intensity of your desire, whether you want it badly or take it lightly. if you want it badly, you might do something which is not acceptable by other people, but can you blame them?NO. this is what i thought. however, can i dont blame them?could i ever forgive someone who has hurt me for his/her own desire?i might have forgiven them, but deep in our hearts, we all know, it is a scar that will never heal, that will stay forever in our minds.

i dont know why i write this. i am just trying to express some literature part of me, i guess~haha...dont laugh if it's not good.though you are desiring to laugh~

new one~

i have no idea of what to write~but, long time didnt write anything, so, just have the mood to share something with you all~

frankly, i am confused now. the person whom i thought exists seems fake for me. it is just like a facade created by that person, i dont even know that person now, whether true or not...yet, i am trying to be logical. i dont want to judge anyone by myself, i dont have the right to do so, but, i have the right to choose my own friend, it is my choice.

i get so hyped up recently, and down so easily. mostly because my class is doing childish yet fun things. singing oldmacdonald has a farm, playing children's games, looking at our faces in digital stories, it is just so much fun, makes you fprget all the stress~

going somewhere

sore throat~~~~hate it very much....

i am going to be helper in famine 30 tomorrow...hope that tomorrow will be a good day,yoohoo,but actually, i am lazy to go..hahaa...but, since i have already made the promise, i have to fulfill it...

well, wish me LUCK~

live with present

although i am confused....but i think i am going to change my own mindset....

"live with the present, not the past and the future."

nicely said... and i think it's a good guidance for someone like me, who always think too much about things~

sometimes

sometimes, we need to look out and listen to others. i am trying this. try to listen to others. i admit that i am self-centered. i have my own principles and i could not change it easily. but, now, i am trying to listen to others opinion and see if i can change my own point of view.

nothing remains the same forever. deeply in love? hurt badly? it's the same after all. after some time, the memories will fade away and we will start all over again.

wish all of you can keep only the good memories:)

Dear gOD

i miss him today. i had a dream about my father today, and it reminds me of him...

Listening to Dear God by Avenge Sevenfold. it reminds me of him too.

i have always hope that he is here for me, nothing much, just as other fathers do, bringing me out for dinner, hesitant to give me pocket money, saying that he's busy with work, i have always been jealous of others who have their fathers beside them. and i hate them when they are ungrateful of what they have...

it's almost nine years since you left us. i hope that you are fine over there. no, you must be.

everytime i hear Dear God, i think of you, dad.

"Dear God, the only thing i asked of you is to hold her when i'm not around, when i'm much too far away"....i wonder, is this what you'd asked of God when you meet him on that day? i've always wonder

stop

I guess it's time to stop now. dont step out of the line. it is dangerous and i could get myself burning in fire. after this, i will stop. stop. stop.

Idiocy

yups~i am doing hemo hemo stuff again....i am so hemo these few days~i should change my own perspectives~hmm....

i trie to but it's not working. so, should i give it up??or continue??give up??continue???haish...so confusing...lots of problems occured, and i havent solved evn one~

it is so funny that i did something like that...i wonder why...guess what, i tried to split two cutters, but i accidentally cut my finger~clever or not??aha~i feel like i am an idiot.....lol